1st blog ever...

well, here i am thanks to jingles (sarah), writing my very first blog.
ahh, i dont really know what to say. ill just say whats on my mind and things that are going on i guess, let me see.

first of all, my laptop - (DELL ) is being sooo crappy at the moment.
my space bar is super sensitive so if i accidently rest even the slightest part of my hand on it, it will go off and will leave me typing with random spaces in between words, i think i have mastered it as i havnt seen a space rece ntly....(get the joke) i have this little crack in the back of my screen, two lines are running vertically down my screen, so i need that replaced and i hear this hummin noise! and it really bugs me.
basically i have to g et a lot of things replaced.

im not a good speller and im even worse at grammar, so give me a break and bare with me. :)

i believe i should dedicate a part of this to jingles, not only because she is my inspiration for creating a blog but also because she has become something in my life, im not sure what, but something. and its great....she is great. ^_^

lets get to some seriousness.
yes, im talking relationships.
they can be great when you find that someone special.
someone to hold, someone kiss and someone that you can talk to and trust.
generally they start out with a friendship of some kind. i myself in the past have made really really good friendships with the girls ive dated, its sad to think that when ive broken up. the frienship has aswell, i look back and think of how wonderful the friendship was, but then was it worth losing, even if it was to only have that special someone for a short time. i dont know.
i miss the friendships and who they use to be, but things have changed, and people have changed so i guess its for the best :S ????

i guess im a tad scared of losing people, people that i love and dont want to lose.

its getting late and i probs should go to bed soon, as i start to feel exausted and all i want to do is sleep, i tend to realise that i really should have done some homework, why is that? grr. anyway too late for homework now.

cheers for reading, even though its pointless and boring.

night all,
peace love unity x